If given a chance Again

A rebirth is always there. If I am given a chance again to reborn and recreate my life, what it could be? I would like change to change certain things. 1) I ll choose a profession where I am able to help people openly. I ll choose a profession where I am fulfilling my soul mission too. 2) I ll cut out all the options with third parties and triangles. I ll love to have a relationship where a man shares his life, goals, time, vision and home with me. I ll never be a second choice of someone. I ll never be second woman in a relationship. 3) About looks and myself, I am content with what I am. I ll choose the same family as I am not fond of orthodox families. 4) I am content with most of the things in my life.